Have I Spoken of the silence before? I can't remember from the Racing mind, my life as a Runner. But even as the Noise increases less is being Said. I just see lips moving Signifying nothing. In this Void I feel isolated. This is the Dying of the Lying and no one knows what to Do. We all know what happens if we Break the Silence...
The welling Panic of seeking nothing but Empty words terrifies me. The constant Assaults on my sanity Wither me. This diary is both my Anchor and my Curse. I stay but For what? Whatever Dreams I had are just Whispers in the night, unreachable as the stars. The Liars haven't won but they are Winning.
I'm still Digesting my encounter with a Rainbow Chaser. Who can Believe any of those still exist! Our brown-red Mutant sky has long Forbid rainbows. But this girl was adamant in her Pursuit even as I pointed out its Futility. "Exactly!" she beamed, "I'm a threat to no one." She went on to Explain that the Truth of rainbows exists regardless of our choices. The Power Lords encourage her because they believe she represents Hope for their lies or at least keeps a False hope alive for those who choose not to See.
"The word is my Sword," she proudly proclaimed. So she Used the lie of chasing rainbows to Spread the truth? Can that Work? Is she fighting the Good Fight or in a State of delusion like most of us? I can say I felt Better while talking with her and her Word was good.
